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Act well your part, there all honour lies. - Alexander Pope
I’ve Lost It All
I can’t believe this is happening.
How can this happen?
Fuck you.
You know that?
I need this.
But you can’t see,
Why I’m doing this.
I’m saving myself.
I’m sorry that I’m fucked up.
I’m sorry that I fucked up.
I died that night I was on the phone with you.
Choking on my own blood.
Wishing I could get up
Just so I could cut some.
Do you remember?
I couldn’t move
Put my head on the floor
And prayed for it to end.
You kept me awake.
You kept me breathing.
You sweared that you wouldn’t let me go.
You saved me.
You protected me.
Sheltered me away
To stop the pain
But it didn’t go away
So I took my knife.
I held it against my skin
Now all I see is crimson
did you know that?
That I feel that?
And now I don’t sleep.
My dreams are deadly.
Can’t you see?
How I’ve changed so dramatically?
Now I’m staying alive.
For you.
For them.
So now you don’t have to lose me.
Instead I pushed you away.
So that you dont have to feel the pain.
When I’m gone.
And I’m not there.
You won’t care.
And that’s fair.
I don’t deserve to
Be remembered by you.
I’ve lost it all,
Never to get it back.
Never to be the same again.
